After all that work....

I received a letter in the mail today announcing that I will not be getting an associateship next year, but that I am an alternate instead. This is actually what happened last time around as well. And to be honest, it has really pissed me off. It happened exactly as I predicted it would happen.

So, unless someone drops out and doesn't pick up a scholarship, I don't have one next year. If I do get one, it's because someone else didn't need one. It doesn't matter how much work I put in during this year as a TA; apparently, that really doesn't mean all that much.

I've decided to take my comps in fall, and to be honest, I don't even care about them anymore. My presence in this program is nothing more than a joke anyway.

Stumble It!